Well, this information was writing in a manga magazine of spain a few years ago (Mangazone, n16 especial Berserk). I want to share the information I read.
You can trust me, or not. However, you can move this post to the “stupid theries” one.
In that magazine there was an article called “The Lost Chapter”…
I’ll try to make a translation of the main ideas:
A chapter of Berserk was deleted from the original ones that were published by Young Animal at the moment to be collected into the 12th volume (or so).
Miura took this decision because he believed that this chapter showed too many things, so it put it off the volume.
This Lost chapter would have been the 83rd one. In this chapter, Grifith turns into Femto and talks with “Idea”.
The conversation was something like this:
Grifith: God?
The Idea of Evil: Well come human.
G: Are you God?
I: I am the Idea, The Wished God, The Idea of Evil
G: god… Is this really God? Is God this amount of flesh?
I: What you see is a part of me… look around me, what do you see?
G:What is that?
I: A ocean of feelings… All the human have a soul that goes over his individuality ones. That is their common soul, that make that all of them are a part of the same spice. Its dark side is this very ocean, I was born in this ocean… as an Ego of the world. The very world is me… the dark part of the soul of any man
I: the Idea of God. This is God.
G: God… Does it means that the human create God? the human wished such a thing…this thins scarified thing? …
This looks…
I: The Hell… so it´s called by many.
G: Hell…
I: It’s just the surface of many layers of the collective conscience… but you know how human this place is. Violence and loneliness… This place is full of those negative thoughts… That is what actually defines the human race..
G: yosh, it’s true… that thing is into me… I cal feel it… but, why did I was born? Why did the human create this will called God?
I: The Human wanted a reason. A reason for the pain. A reason for the sadness. A reason for the death. Why were their lives full of suffering? Why were their deaths absurd? The wanted a reason for the destiny to deal with them so badly.
G: and it was… God.
I: And create that very reason. As they expect of me…I control the Destiny. Obeying the essence of the human being, I rule the destiny of every man.
G: Does it mean that you control my destiny? Are you the … one who make the things go this way?
I: I made the thing you were going to be since a past time. Influencing the deep levels of the human conscience and mixing generations. I create the seed where you have be born from. In order to make the right context, I manipulated the history. All of you encounters were a part of the destiny that it has taken you to here now.
G: The destiny… My… God!!!! What do you want from me?
I: Do whatever you want. I am in the core of you, I am a part or yourself. You are a part of the collective soul, you are a part of me. You desire is my desire too. Your actions will be the right ones for you mankind. That they take pain or happiness to the world of the men .
I: Do whatever you want. My Chosen One.
G: So if it’s so… I want wings.
I: Take the power of the feelings of this world and that it change the physics being that you body is now into the thing you wish…
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Sorry for the longgggggg post.
I strongly believe that this chapter is not a fake. Have you ever heard of it?
I’ll try to scan a nice picture of that chapter that were published in the magazine.
Agur.
(Joer, que jodida la puta traducción, la leche. Una y se acabo, nunca más)
