something i always liked about anime is that there is often no clear cut "good guy" and "bad guy". take even something like magic knights rayerth as an example; you were under the impression that zagato was this evil man who stole princess emurade but find out that they were actually in love and he just wanted her to be free and all that. he wasnt evil. selfish maybe because she was the pillar for that world, but still, he wasnt evil. giving both sides (because in a good story there are both sides) really makes for a more interesting story i think.
it moves me when something that seems out of reality can bring such honest feelings to rise. berserk has made me think about my ambitions, how much i am willing to give up, how hard i am willing to work, and so many other things that really influence my day to day actions. berserk has its own reality that as crazy as it is, doesnt seem too far from ours. there is something amazing about berserk that really inspires me to work for things and be strong. its so difficult to try and explain....
wow, okay..lets see if i can do this..
fuji tries to explain:
we can all relate our personalities to characters, right? yup, that actually tends to be why we like that story. i feel that my personality is all of berserk;
griffith is my ambitious and drivin side.
guts is my strong and PTSD, trying to make it work dispite the pain side,
caska is the strong feminine and stressed side,
skull knight is the mysterious wiseman side, who has "been there done that", and so on..
berserk gives me insight to who i am and what some of my possibilities are for those sides of me. although my life doenst depend on berserk, and i was yes, okay without it, it has really changed my life and added so much.
causality is one of the little things i think i believe in, and berserk helps me undestand that.
also, the uncontrolled fate is really interesting to me. i dont want to believe that we cannot control out own fate, for many of the same reasons as guts. i am me and it is not some divine power that dictates what happens to me and what i am supposed to be. i have the power to do what i want, sperate from a control/
berserk has def. changed my reality forever. it effects my art, music, writing, even my personal life a lot. berserk is an amazing story that inspires me in such a powerful way.
i hope there is some coherent writing here. sorry if it isnt...im kinda burnt out right now.
i like the thread though.
